Pain -

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain. 

- By Jim Morrison -

Jump -

The time has come for me to take a leap

To jump and let myself fall

And embrace whatever hits me on my way down

I will accept everything that will come on my path

I will deal with it in the best manner I know

I am scared and nervous

But this is one thing I have to do

From now on will only accept the good things

If bad comes I will recognize it this time

And remove myself away from it

I deserve it and owe it to myself

It is time for me

to be one with me again

Whole as a single person

Goodbye for now. 

Phoniness -

I am sick of people trying to read all books possible and doing their best to be spiritiual. 

It all starts inside of you, not in a book. It starts with how you live your life, the choices you make, 

how you treat others. 

How can you keep fooling yourself?! Wake up.. 

There is nothing spiritual, sincere or truthful about a person who lies not only to others, but mainly to himself.

L O V E -

Acceptance, Respect, Arguments, Caring, Fighting, Kissing, Crying, Letting go, Holding on, Coming together, Understanding, Listening, Trust, Loyalty, Perseverance, Passion, Compromises.

On Hold -

There is no such thing as having a good reason

To temporarily put your life on hold

There is only a stupid reason.

In fact there is no reason at all

To put your life on hold

Live, love and get your heart broken

Then pick up the shattered pieces

and love even more fiercely

Fall, flat on your face

but get up again and walk slowly.

Breathe in deeply and taste the moments

Exhale and try new things

Feel your emotions 

and embrace your pain

But never, never ever stop and stand still. 

Waiting -

You know sometimes 

you are waiting 

for something

you know

is not going to happen

But you wait

and wait

and wait a bit longer

hoping somehow

it will happen

But it is not happening

and you fool yourself

by making excuses

why things 

simply aren't happening

It is not the heart 

that fools you

it is your mind

that does

the fooling part

The mind 

makes up all these excuses

and the heart

is sending out feelings

to convince you otherwise

That's why

we gotta learn

to listen 

listen to your heart

as it is the most honest

and only truth

Schizoïd -

Last Tuesday I learned

that I'm a schizoïd, paranoïd person.

So basically..

I am A Nutter**

It's good to get to know yourself better

Rain & Thunder -

Fairytales -

Birthdays -

Today is my Birthday..

I'm not sure yet

If I actually like Birthdays

But still

Hip Hip Hoorah 

Sun -

Dear Sun

I love you

I love your warmth on my skin

The way your light makes everything

more beautiful

Even people

I shall enjoy your presence

Until you decide to go to sleep

Then I will go to sleep with you

And shall wake up again

When you decide to rise

Dear Sun,

yes

I really do Adore you

Stars -